Heartache

First of all, God is good! No matter what!!! I am thanking God for heartache, I am not complaining, for there is a reason to be thankful for ALL things. 


It has been hard over the past month, for old heartaches have come back full force in my life. They have become present everyday struggles, and I started questioning as to why I could still hurt this bad? I started praying for God to take it away, I didn't want the trial. Then I remembered other things I had heard before, how every trial is from the Lord and we can learn from every trial. I was rebuked for I should not let someone or anything get in my way of having joy in Christ. God should be my first love, so I am thankful for this trial, for it has shown  me that I need to be more content in Christ, and need to put Him first more in my life, for He should be my first love.  I have also learned through this trial of the heart that I cannot put my whole trust in people. People will always fail us, whether it be in the past or present, we are sinners and will fail others. God cannot fail, He is perfect in every way! Yes, it will continue to be hard, but that doesn't mean I can't rejoice in the Lord. 


At this point in life it is hard being single with most of your friends starting dating, getting engaged and getting married. Yes yes I know, people r like o u have it easy, at any rate this is hard at this point in my life. Yet, I can rejoice for those that the Lord has blessed, and continue to pray for them and for me. I pray for my future spouse, if God ever allows someone to come into my life. I pray He does, but whether that happens or not I must trust in the Lord, and hope only in Him. I am striving to rejoice even when it isn't easy, for God has done so much for me and He is everything I need!


My God is sufficient. I may desire to be with someone that could be my best friend and help mate, yet God is ALL I need. I can live my life single with Him and Him alone. He will supply my every need and do what i BEST for me. I cannot say what that is at this point, but I will look to the God who loves me more than I can imagine and will strive to serve Hi for He has done so much for me. 


Be of Good Courage, God sits on the throne and is doing the best for u. Things may be discouraging, and u may not understand why, but He has a plan that is for your ultimate good! Trust in Him and Hope in God alone!


"Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word." - Ps. 119:114
"The Lord is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will i hope in Him." - Lam. 3:24
"Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the Lord." - Ps. 31:24 


In Christ,
-MC
Ps. 27:14